Well now I seem to have com e full circle from the first blog entry over a year ago. I have now finished with my break, almost, and am returning to uni soon. And once again I am slightly aprehensive, I'm going into the same kind of halls as I did last year and although it wasn't really as bad as I made it out to be, I have trouble with new people. Usually I have the same problem as the french radicals who would see a crowd an the move and say "I must find out where my people are going so that I can lead them."

I don't like change, I'm guessing that is something that most people can relate to. I enjoy the status quo, finding a rut and wallowing in it. But as I said a while ago, life seems determined to drag me along behind it.

I have made so many promises to myself, that I would getr a job over the summer, that I would get back in shape (even though I'm not really out of shape), That nothing would stop me from being the smartest, fastest and best. now I realise something, its not the promises I make or the lies I tell but how I will worm my way out of the next one...I have so little disapline.

"Though I am not the way I was or the way I will be I am the way that I will be remembered for whether I like it or not." Sebastian Gray

Pax
Don